Monday, July 21, 2008

it's time to present!

Last July, on 17th July I had launched my new album in front of my fans and press (actually my classmate BMD3D1 and my lecturer. Pn. Nazhatulshima) haha! Quite impressive to myself because I am very brave to go to in front of the class. But still notice that I felt a big nervous and shy. Like a person who’s attacked by Parkinson, I still go in front of the class and started to speak. I don’t know how my album accepted by my friends because I have done my very best and I don’t know whether they understand me or not. Everyone has their own perception and I don’t know if they can understand my explanations on my album. My album is more to R&B concept and I have come out with the new style for the cover’s album. Of cause standing in front of my friends makes me felt nervous although they only my classmate. I don’t know what happened to me if I’m standing in front of a big group of press. Maybe I’ll faint on that time. Here, I realize it’s not easy to speak in front of public and become a public figure and I’m ensure that all the artist will feel the same feeling like me if they have to face the press and all the reporter’s questions. Last but not least, this activity makes me realize that I must and have to work hard to master the skill of speaking in front of public so that I don’t face any problems to speak in the future. Well, we don’t know maybe one day I’ll become a public figure.haha!

TiRed

hello everyone!welcome .....

Here, i come out with my new album and the title is tired.Why tired? Below, i have all the answers and enjoy urself..

Tired. It’s not all about exhausted or tired in doing something. I choose tired for my album’s title as a symbol to describe me in my past life. I am a person that out with self confident and keep being downed and upset with myself. I become changed after my SPM because my SPM result was not good as well as my target. Then, I’ve become changed into a passive person and non active person. I keep avoiding my self from my friends. It was continue until I further my study in UITM Johor. It was much unexpected that I have a chance to further my study in UITM because for me there are only hopeless to continue my study. What a bad attitude I am! Then, for the first semester in UITM campus Johor I found it’s very hard for me to accommodate in this campus. Luckily, I meet a nice and sweet girl here. It’s so comfortable to be friends with her. She helps me a lot here. Very thankful to know her as she changed me a lot as she always give me support and make me realize that everyone has their own quality and credibility. Everyone have their own fated and as a human, we must keep trying and work hard to fulfill our dreams. She had make me realize and opened up my mind to be strong person with full of spirit. I think I should change myself because I realize it’s very tired being the old Asz. It’s time for changes and shows the real me. So that, succeed comes to my life.

Last July, I have completely written my own songs for this album for the launching in the first September. Here, I want to share with my fans (friends actually) the story behind the 10 song that had compile in my album. Lucky day is the first song in my album. I chose this song as the first song because I want to share with my fans that everyone have their own great days that will be a great memories to keep. Here, lucky day story for me that I want to give a big appreciated for my lovely friend and it’s much thankful to know her. 7th July 2007 was a lucky day for me as we meet each other and becomes friends. Thanks to her that she always be as supportive person for me until I become the new Asz. For every semester, we have promise to help each other and get the dean list. So, hopefully I can make it!

For the second song, I’m tired will story the old and the new Asz. It will shows the real me and I’m ensure that my fans will know me better from this songs. I’m tired will be the hits song as it strongly teach us how to be a realistic person and know our self better. I tried to make everyone outside understand especially for the teenagers the feels being tired when we keep avoid facing the real life and being downed without any hopes.

Next, 28 strawberry is the third song. In this song, 28 strawberry story about me and my personal. I was born on 28th January and I love strawberry very much. I like to eat strawberry. I like strawberry perfume, shampoo and body wash. Haha! I like everything product that made from strawberry. For me, strawberry has the real meaning in our life. Its taste sweet and sour describing our life that the journey called life absolutely does not get free from any happiness and sadness. So, everyone needs to accept the challenges of life as a word says ‘accept the challenges of life so that you may feel the exhilaration of victory.’

For the fourth song, I want to say that stop pretending also has its own meaning. I don’t like people around me keep pretending with me. For me, everyone needs to be honest and be their self. In one relationship, in family, be friends with someone, of cause we need to be honest to each other and do not keep pretending we are a perfect person. Everyone needs someone to complete their self and honestly, a true friend is the one that can accept who you really are.

It’s complicated compiled for the fifth song. For this song its carry the meaningful of life as we hard to make people around satisfied with us. It’s very complicated to know someone feeling and it’s very hard to understand and satisfied them. As me, I found it’s not easy to satisfy my friends, my parents and my siblings. We are arguing sometimes but after a bit discussion I think I effort to solve it because we need to learn to understand their feeling and opinion. Anything happened that hard, we must try to solve it by our hands and face it. Then, everything will get better.

For the sixth song, thanks mum is a song dedicated to my mum and the mother in this world. Thanks for my mum as she always beside in any situation. Very thankful to have a mother like her because she is a good mother and also a good friends. I can share everything with her even it’s about my friends, and boys. She is an understanding and cool person. If I have a problem and sometimes want to cry, then I rather called her and crying in front of her. Sometimes I talk to my self, can I understand my mother as she understand me? Can I calm her if she has a problem? Did she crying if front me ever? Then the answer for all questions is I love her so much!

Next, seventh song in this album is black coffee. Why black coffee? It is because I like to drink coffee very much. Black coffee also story about my dream and I want to share my dream with my fans. I wish I can have my own coffee house that represent the coffee from many countries and comes with variety taste. Like starbucks and kopitiam, they attract me to know more about coffee and what I want to say here, I’ll try my best to make my dreams come true.

Then, for the eighth songs, superwomen describing my dreams too. I am ensure, this song also will be the hits songs. I want to be like the women outside that very independent and strong. Being an educated women and have their own company and family are all women’s dream. So do me. I hope in late 30, I can achieve all my dreams. I want to have a good carrier, I want to have a happy family and performed the hajj with my family. So, I know I must work hard and of cause my mother always be my idol to become a superwomen.

Sweet 28 is for the ninth song. What I want to say here, this song also story about my dreams, hopes, and future. Honestly, I want to get married in my age 28. For me, I must have my own target so everything that we do comes with a good planning and of cause there will be a good result then. It’s not wrong to be honest here and story with people outside because I want them to know people with goals succeed because they know where they are going.

For the last song, smart guy is the song in this album. Why smart guy?haha! Its sounds funny right? But it’s the true girl dreams ever. Of cause all the girls outside there want a bright future. To have a good husband and ‘soleh’ husband is women’s dream and hope. So do with me. Honestly, I want my future husband know his responsibilities very much that he can just and fair to both family. He loves and cares his family and also my family. Just pray for me ok?haha.